I Feel Ultramarine: April 2012

i am nothing without pretend

i know my faults

can't live with them

i am nothing without a man

i know my thoughts

but i can't hide them

i still keep my baby teeth

in the bedside table with my jewelry

you still sleep in the bed with me,

my jewelry, and my baby teeth

i don't need another friend

when most of them

i can barely keep up with them

perfectly able to hold my own hand,

but i still can't kiss my own neck

i wanted yo give you everything

but i still stand in awe of superficial things

i wanted to love you like my mother's mother's mother did

civilian, civilian

Monday, April 30, 2012